★ FAKE HAPPINESS

posted on 12 Oct 2009 18:31 by herotic-xiahtic  in DIARY
 
 Happy? 
 
Anyone can pretend to be happy, right?
 
Just keep smiling, keep talkin', so whatever.
 
 What you see is not what you get at all.
 
Ask me, and I will reply,
 
Talk to me, and I will smile,
 
Lie to me, and I won't act like I know your fuckin' lie.
 
 I will be stupid to make all you guys feels like so dame shit clever.
 
  
 
I'm now so sick of my life.
 
Something I've been waiting so long might soon reach to the end.
 
 I wanna see how it could be.
 
Too much pain, too much regret
 
I am ... just a human, can't stand anymore, really.
 
 
 
I lost everything right now.
 
I'm alone in this fuckin' world.
 
I completely erased EVERYTHING from my head.
 
People, places, good or bad things, 
 
There's nothing i could recognise over again.
 
 Well, then, no more questions, no more answers,
 
Just live as if there's just only me in this world.
 
That's what I should do so long, but I didn't.
 
I don't know exactly why, but this time is the time. :)